Everyone keeps saying to me that time will heal, well it's been 4 long months here without you and let me tell you it hurts today as bad as it did Feb. 17th. I don't wish this pain and emptiness even on the devil himself!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you so much. My heart is broken and feels like it's just empty. i love you honey, and I can't wait till you finish building our house and you come and get me!!!!!!!!!!!!! Soon isn't soon enough!!!!