mama, It has been just a little more than a year now since I last saw your face, held your hand, heard your sweet voice say my name.... I cannot express to you in words how much I miss you everyday... How I long to be with you again mama! I thing about you all the time, every day and night...I talk to you though I dont know if you can hear me. I wish you would just visit me in a dream or something so I could see you one more time. I know that you are in heaven and you are busy visiting our Lord and all of our loved ones...I am comforted knowing you are with my baby boy and granny bear....I just dont think I can stand it one more day, and then I am comforted....Just like God says we will be...but oh how I fight the sadness each day. Because of you I am who I am and you are also guiding my future as I have been drawn through losing you into the field of Hospice. I know God is leading me....he reveals himself to me in the wee small hours of the night sometimes and I am trying so hard to listen. Watch over me mama, as I make this new journey to show the love of God to those who are dying and to honor your life so well lived. You are such an example of God's love to all who knew you and to me....your little snowman (hee hee)... All my love to you mama, until we meet again, char